Hello.
My name is Cujo. I'm a San Bernardo de 100 kilos and live on a farm on the outskirts of Castle Rock.
My owner is a mechanic who fixes tractors, trucks and cars in the workshop of his own farm. A woman, who always seems so unhappy, perhaps because the man is very cold and sometimes cruelty. The women always seem to be wanting to be elsewhere, as if it were very unhappy with the life he leads on the farm. And of course, is the child, Brett, who is with whom I get along better. It's my best friend, no doubt. Play with me since I was a puppy. We played on the field behind the house. He throws the ball and I'm going to look. It is a simple game but I love it. We can play for hours.
I also love the farm where I live. Is removed from everything, is very quiet and I have plenty of room to run and play. I love walking through the field, running, drinking water from the creek and chasing animals across the meadow. I must say that I hurt them, just play with them, chasing them, but after a while, let them go.
Just a few days ago, I was chasing a rabbit. I saw him and immediately approach started running after him. I have to admit that the little bunny was very quick and I took great advantage. But I can be fast. I chased him until he hid in a burrow that was between a rock soil. I, without hesitation, put my head through the hole and then I realized it was too small. I got stuck and started to bark. The rabbit was in the bottom of the hole, frightened, looking at me beady eyes. I thought the hole was his and that he alone lived there. But I was wrong. My barking woke more than lived in the cave. Something that screamed in a horrible way and waved black wings covered with hair. Suddenly, one of these creatures, altered by my barking, biting me in the nose. I fixed his teeth, leaving a small wound. I felt great pain, a stabbing, horrible. Luckily I was able to head out of the hole. I went home, sore, leaving behind the cries of those horrible creatures in the cave horrible. I am no longer interested in playing with the rabbit.
From that day, I feel rather strange. I do not know what happens. I started to feel pain throughout the body. As cramps. It really hurts the nose, where the winged creature bit me. I feel like everything upsets me, especially loud noises. Can not stand. I had horrible nightmares with monstrous things that crawl in the dark and want to attack me. Sometimes waking in the middle of the night, screaming, feeling that I'm still living the nightmare. I do not want to play with the CHILD. I hide from him and all other human beings. I hide in the shade because I can not stand the heat. It irritates me the presence of any person. Recently, he growled at a neighbor of my master, an old man who lives in a ramshackle house near on our farm. The old man like me and I liked it. Every time I see gives me cookies. But yesterday I saw it and I thought it was horrible, it was one of the monsters you sometimes dream and then he growled and I had confidence. I wanted to attack. I'm starting to smell bad, like I was breaking down. Today I did my needs in my own workshop. I do not know why I did it. I had never done anything like that. Just could not resist. I am ashamed of myself and scared. Scared because I do not know what happens to me. I feel like I'm going wrong. As if the winged creature of the cave I had conveyed his wickedness to bite. I have fear of harming the child if approached me with the ball, to play. Afraid I have hurt people I love. I do not know what happens, but I hope it happens soon. Every hour I feel I am worse.
I want to be good, to be re-used to be.
NOTE: This "criticism" was to be originally published in Film Affinity ("Your films page), but since it has more than 3000 characters (the limit set on the page), was impossible to publish. So the published here on my blog, where the limit for characters is the sky or perhaps outer space.
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